dar's recommendation haa. so i'm trying it out now;)
*thanks nette, for lending me a listening ear today. hugs..=)
- Mood:
worried
yes sirs and madam, i'll update now. right away!>_<
hmm have been busy with projs, meetings, individual presentation, family and applying for sip.. things have kept me busy till up to the brim, couldn't really catch my breath. no extra time to do things in advance. just following deadlines to make sure i'm there.
days ago, dad got into some prob with company. what he did, smashed that image i had of him in me=(
was pretty upset, disappointed, worried. but luckily, i got help from dear, his 2 friends and dar. then, dear also asked for more off-s to accompany me on those nights.. <3 ya .. <3 dar too..
my emotions have stablised now and continuing to chiong for my results and future..
good news to share with all. i got into tradewinds for sip! my first choice! my office will be at tanjong pagar from sept onwards;)
i applied for 2 travel agencies actually. got into the other as well but i rejected though it can give me a chance to have an overseas assignment. think long-term, work tradewinds, work bigger company better. subsidiary of SIA. yea i'm coming!=)
last 2 days, had pretty bad quarrel with him. say, say and say and abit rough with each other.. but made peace last night. though not really solved=| just hope things will get better and we will continue to learn more and learn to communicate better for the sake of each other..
- Mood:
drained
haa she got cai chuan by nicole.. just get used to nicole's ji zha, dar.. she's nice=)
hor hor~! training kept noticing the macho person huh!
and ya! so wasted la. why must that * be bi??! zzz~ and i'm speechless when i saw the butch he likes!!! faints~
trg ended like 9plus? ran reservoir, did circuits, pull ups, pumping, crunches, blah blah blah.. and ended with an intro session where i got a special treatment from nicole >_< haa..
ok, i don't really have a good impression of that skinny dhilis. or however you spell her name. she looked dao, pissed through out.. zzz
got an unexplanable feeling about xue yun..
omg saw er xin da bian edwin.. the white cap guy.. zzz. some guys are zhong kan bu zhong yong. but i think he's bu zhong kan and bu zhong yong looo~~~
looking forward to redang trip!;)
anyone got any suggestion on a dining place for dinner, that's reasonably priced and has quite good ambience?? HELP
- Mood:
busy
been a little more busy so pardon me=p
lately started doing projs etc. stress building up. facing sleepless nights again..
the wound on the back of my head is almost recovering completely.. and lab test report showed good news
been preparing cover letter, resume, corporate photo.. blah blah blah.. applied for internship to 2 travel agencies already. hope to hear good news soon..
been exercising a little more. and tan at the same time. with dar. hee.. swim swim!
been a slightly different person of late.. realised i have become more talkative lately at school and at work haa.. oops
haven't been going sch hockey trg for don't know how long.
been experiencing a sudden change of treatments.
resigned from scc for the time being.
been seeing him less.. cos of army..
hoping to get as close as possible to straight As this sem to get into DHL!
mid sem tests coming.. followed by exams from 24aug onwards.. have a few days' break. want to go on a short getaway. redang? thailand?.. then, it'll be SIP! chiong ah!
checked up uni courses specialised in hospitality and tourism.. ntu's cornell. SIM's RMIT. both are 1 and a half years course. in the middle semester, will have to go to either new york or switzerland.. see how ba.. RMIT's course cost a whole $43K>_< but it goes to switzerland..
pray hard.. work to my best. leave the rest to HIM..
hope ethan is doing fine.. buffalo's management.. sigh.. thinking of tiao cao=p
- Mood:
blah
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- Mood:
content
sorry for haven't been updating for so long.. i'm back..
remember having a wonderful ladies night with the girls. saw some zhao pai dance moves, which i can't helped but laughed at. hee. and countless guys wanted to dance with our ke ai dar wing;) dar, you learn very fast! HAA.. dar and i also felt more hard bananas. usual=p oh ya, there was a zhao pai hand sign from this indian guy, which we couldn't help but do it over and over again the whole night.
that night, we also assumed the roles of marys, annabelle and betty. HAA. that irritating shatec guy needs a mirror badly. someone please offer him one or show him the way to the toilet. wear sunglasses somemore>_<
and ya, a guy who resembled fish, appeared before us. you should have seen dar's expression and reaction. that really kept us laughing and legs kicking in circles. HAA=)
lately, i've fallen sick. think had diarrhoea for 3days? ya.. then, bad flu. now better but not yet fully recover. but i'll get well soon. cos it's making me feel tired very much easily than usual. last sat didn't work. got off cos is first week of school. manager wanted to give me some rest and re-adapt back into school. went to vivo but still haven't walk finish the whole place. walked about 2hours only, ivan, marilyn, yichang they all tired already, didn't want to carry on shopping. abit sian.
went to roof top sit. then went to coffee bean. alamak. the guys' stamina good man. can talk about army for like 3hours. goodness. marilyn and i listened and talked about zoo to entertain ourselves a little. while esther sat on the other side, staying silent all the way..
sun, ivan, marilyn, he and i went to the zoo. mari's very familiar with the zoo cos she did ther attachment there in her last year of ITE. i didn't really enjoy the trip. mainly cos they just viewed whichever animals that they were more interested in. and he just kept pulling me along, to keep up with their pace. but i wanted to see all the other animals=( was a little angry and felt like going off straightaway. till we went to watch the animal show. still the same show since i last went, when i was in year one. but still enjoyed it anyway=)
we got to sit the tram ride for free. cos mari knows the staff there. we sat one round and napped for a short while. woke up feeling more refreshed. to nap on the tram while others were busy looking around, weird right? haa..
back to TP. but still not used to some things here. made a funny mistake at general office. not used to the small lecture table top. moreover, it's made for right-handers' use. definitely less comfortable for me. also, no more arm chairs for lecture halls. and the tutorial rooms here are smaller than the ones at sentosa TA.. nvm, i'll slowly readapt. anyway, only using for about 3months plus..
and now, alot of things to do already. got pbls to do, sip to prepare and apply for.. aiyo headache.. where to apply. how to write my letters. where to take corporate photo.. many many more.. phew..=|
still going fine with him. he didn't make it for the pilot thingy interview. but it's ok. maybe there's something better and more suitable for him coming along? we now converse in english occasionally to help him improve in the language verbally. cos think he'll go try out for air steward=p yesterday, we went to bugis and passed by the shop, silver corner. he said we're getting a couple ring when he get his pay. stunned. cos i brought it up before but he didn't like the idea and sort of siam it.. last night online, he said he has been thinking about it for months since december, and think that it's time for us to get a pair of couple rings!!@_@
have been sick and had the day procedure at cgh. have been staying at his place, he has been taking care of me and clean my wound everyday.. she bu de him book in, but he said 'just one more year' =| he'll always practically put me to sleep. tap me till i sleep. told him his chest very shuang to tang. he say ok, let me tang, don't let anybody else tang. HAA.. dann funny. dann cute. dann touched.. speechless..
*hearts*
- Mood:
sick
you're not the one suffering of course you can say till so simple. the rest are fine with each other cos they're in the same clique, which is indirectly causing the minority to lose motivation, lose interest. stop asking what you should do, what i want you to do when you're not even observant enough, watching out for the other few.
tell you what's happening, you only said 'i believe they would not do this, do that'. instead of investigating it, you took it as i'm assuming your thoughts, forcing thoughts on you. isn't it obvious you believe more in that majority? and then, say stuff like leave our friendship as it is now, at this stage, in this state.
yea true, cliques are common everywhere. but if a big clique is causing some negative effects on the team overall, to the point that some may totally give up on the sport after being treated not so nice; then, it isn't any small problem anymore.
tell you certain things happened but can't say name cos i have to respect the victim. told you with the hope of preventing similar things from happening. . but you were simply busy clearing your side only, clearing whether you were in the wrong or not.
told you an example of what actually did happen but.. awhile you denied that i ever told you, awhile say ya i only told you that little bit. you definitely sound insincere in solving and helping, in this way. or if not, why the few who have suffered are not turning to you for help? cos they felt it's of no use? being cap or vice, it's no longer only waiting for people to come to you for help when they feel comfortable enough with you like a close friend. it's also letting them feel whether you're capable of helping them or will definitely take some actions to help them.
say you sound insincere, wasn't really to put you down. but you return with a line saying i don't know you. it's i don't know you? or in the first place, did you ever listen with your heart? go meetings at LTs, who was drawing pictures? and who was the one who actually took down notes?
wanted to end the whole conversation before we upset each other further or even dislike each other. and also accepted where you want our friendship to stop at. but you just have to add that you don't think our friendship gone through alot?
and after argueing for hours, you're still linking things up wrongly.. and say just want to get your side clear..
omg alright. full stop.
don't feel ke xi for our friendship anymore. don't help us salvage anything anymore. cos she doesn't even want it that badly as you all, nor does she feel the way you do..
already have countless things that i want to solve but i can't. then, suddenly have to go for procedure at cgh somemore. and now this..
thanks, herb da ge.. for talking to me from like 3plus till 6+- am. it definitely helped alot alot.. esp when i needed to talk to someone at that kind of timing and felt like crying out dann loud but can't.. cos why? cos my dear was sleeping like a log. push him also no response. when i finally went to bed, he even pushed me off the bed. ah! and so i slept on the floor till 8plus, when he finally woke up, found me on the floor and carried me back onto the bed. argh~ *bodyache*.. thanks a million, herb. i'll be strong, act strong or whatever. got the word strong can already. at least i'm trying, not giving up..
- Mood:
melancholy
QUOTED FROM DAR:
im stil LAUGHING!! er xin da biansssss!!! hahahaaha, eh, can wi go again nex wk or e wk after? PLEASE PLEASE >
HAA. SEE! she's seriously addicted already!=p
QUOTED FROM DAR AGAIN:
YA tat b*tch practically BUMMED mi away! ARRGGHHHHH im so pissed nw tinking bac. hahaha ya loh!! y caryn duno hw to shove those soft n rotting birds off one har? =x
WAHAHAHA OMG! can i just highlight that?! SOFT AND ROTTING BIRDS??!>_< *faints*
timetable is out. more or less confirmed though there could be last minute changes. yea! got my first choice cds, and is same as dar, AND is same lecture as dar! whoo la la~ ;)
bad news is so far, those people that i heard will be in my class, are either those whom i don't know personally or doesn't do projs one*faints*
dar! saw my timetable, envy me??? haa. your timetable is.. WA. haa. that's year2, bear with it ya?=) jiayou
ok, in the end, i didn't get a laser done. change of plan. appointment has been made on the first friday when school reopen. i'm going to have the growth cut instead=( doctor say after that, wound will be raw about a week then start to recover=.(
alamak! wu zun smokes! *speechless* .. unexpected. since he's been very health conscious.. he wear tank top very nice! OMG anyone seen his xie zhen ji??! he wore till dann hot, even look abit like SM maniac, took alot of photos, and got it published i think... his first time na ge na ge was during his college years. woo~
OMG shocking.. my extended family abit luan now cos of my 27years old cousin, who's going to jail=| his friends borrowed money from loanshark, used his name as guarantor. they ran away and the loanshark got to my cousin and forced him to become his runner. then, he got betrayed by his BEST FRIEND, who spilled out his name when got caught by the police. this is happening real life! not channel8 drama!>_< jia lat.. his bail is like tens of thousands!
- Mood:
shocked
002. nickname: fel
003. single or taken : taken
004. zodiac sign : aries
005. male or female : female
006. elementary : CHIJ katong primary
007. high : tanjong katong girls
008. college : pioneer jc, tp
009. eye color : black
010. hair color : dark purplish, reddish
011. long or short hair : over shoulder
012. shoe size : 6/7/8
013. asthma : nope
014. are you health freak : 50/50
015. height : 161
016. do you have a crush on someone: yes
017. do you like yourself : ya
018. piercings : 2
019. tattoos : none
020. righty or lefty: lefty
FIRSTS:
022. first surgery : haven't taken place
023. first piercing : 17/18
024. first best friend : pri1
025. first movie : can't rmb
026. First sport you joined : badminton
027. first pet : guppies
028. first vacation : genting
029. first concert : K2
030. first crush : K2
CURRENTLY :
049. eating : nope
050. drinking : nope
052. i am : tired and bored
053. listening to : sports news
055. waiting for : bed time
057. wearing: t-shirt and shorts
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? : should be
059. want to get married? : should be
060. careers in mind? : itinerary planner/stewardess/airlines operations
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
068. lips or eyes?: both
069. hugs or kisses : hugs
070. shorter or taller : taller
072. romantic or spontaneous : both
073. stomach or arms : small tummy, firm arms
074. sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger : can't rmb
080. lost glasses/contacts : nope, no glasses or contacts
081. ran away from home : yup
082. broken any bones : nope
084. broken someone's heart : yea
085. been arrested : nope
086. turned someone down : yea
087. cried when someone died : yes
088. liked a friend : yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: most of the time
090. miracles : most of the time
091. love at first sight : yup
092. heaven : yes
093. santa claus : nope
094. fairies : no
095. kissing on the first date: let nature takes it course
096. angels : guess so
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
- zun
098. Is Superman really better than Batman?
- ninja turtle can?
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time?
- nope
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I've Done 68 Out Of 125 Crazy Things
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(x) kissed a member of the same sex ( i french-ed lynette the other time -blushed- )
(x) drank something alcohol
SO FAR: 2
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight.
SO FAR: 5
(x) had feelings for someone who
didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(x) gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 7
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 10
(X) had/have a crush on one of your
FRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking
SO FAR: 13
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 14
(X) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers [who doesn't? the doctors only prescribe them when u tell them u have a bad headache]
(x) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched
cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 18
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
( ) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
SO FAR: 19
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
( ) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 21
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
( ) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
SO FAR: 21
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer.
SO FAR: 23
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention.
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident
SO FAR: 24
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 25
(X) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced.
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 30
( )squashed barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying.
SO FAR: 32
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored, pencils/markers.
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
SO FAR: 37
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain
SO FAR: 40
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 42
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
SO FAR: 45
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a sport game.
( ) swimming with dolphins
SO FAR: 46
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes
( ) saton a roof top
SO FAR: 48
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(x) stayed up all night
SO FAR: 51
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
( ) aren't scared to watch scary movies alone.
SO FAR: 51
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail
SO FAR: 52
I've Done 52 Out Of 125 Crazy Things
- Mood: bored
got into MOS around 11.30+pm. OMG there was 'so many' people on the dance floor! can count lo, about 10+people? SAD RIGHT?! nvm, we went in and dance. while many still stood outside, like watching show. or probably they were still scanning and looking for their preys for the night>_<
there were countless xiao meis meis! *faints* we really couldn't help but kept laughing at some of them, while they continued to dance confidently. especially the evil caryn was laughing the most haa~.. the music was diaox too, with almost no guys on the dance floor, so obviously we didn't see any APPEALING guys for dar. and her face was dann sad la! HAAA.. there were a few cmi guys who can't really dance, stood on the platform. then, came caryn's countless comments about them haa~
the usual crowd came after it slightly past midnight. and the music got better. saw some meenas and indians>_< .. hardly any angmohs. but got this 2pairs of angmohs, close eyes and started french-kissing passionately haa~ =p oops..hee.
at first, we were dancing further inside, at a corner. then, dar very funny. she say why no guys, is it cos they can't squeeze in. HAA! after awhile, we changed place and planted ourselves right in the middle. oh ya, dar learnt some hand signals hor?! then, beginning, she rated everyone super low WAHAHA~ .. oh oh, we also taught dar some sexier dance moves. HAA. must practise at home k?! MUAHAHA
then, HE came along! her FISH! he's rated above the eyebrows;) tall, wearing striped shirt. abit like shikai's pattern la haa. but that fish better looking. look more mature also;) .. then, i tried to help dar fight for her fish. cos it's her first time clubbing, her first time wearing so sexy without a jacket on, and she was salivating over that fish! WAHAHA~ .. when we went back cannary for more drinks, she was still missing her fish, can't wait to return to MOS to find her fish! =p
QUOTED FROM DAR'S BLOG:
fel was pushing me towards a fish, then suddenly she spotted one GROUP of girls moving near that fish also, VERY GAN CHIONG like know we also going near lidat, then she say 'KUAI DIAN! KUAI DIAN! TA MEN YE YAO!' , damn obvious la u fel! before we can get closer one of the girls already attacked the fish! but the fish turned off and siam. MUAHHAHAAHA. NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE. caryn say the girl is ugly. ofcouse i agree! =x
haa the fish's friend already noticed us and didn't siam us. obviously, we should be quite got chance. of course, must more hiong abit la. who ask that fish shy shy kind. HAA. if we continue to act cool, we'll look more silly man haaaa~=p .. and those girls really dann horrible. never see so thick-skinned girls before. to the point, when fish's friend made him turned around to face the girl, fish straight away eeee and turned back, turned off by her intensive bua-ing man.. WAHAHA.. he rather self-entertain each other with his friends than to entertain that girl. that girl practically bummed dar away, till don't know where la..
interesting thing of the night:
caryn was constantly aimed by shorties! WAHAHA~ and she was super duper pissed. face super dulan, as dar described. HAA! dann funny=)
happy hour:
there was a point in time when dar was enjoying herself with the fish and one more guy sia. then, caryn and i only had each other to continue dancing with, entertain each other lo. hor hor, dar, i saw what you did HAA. so how was that guy? nice?? tell me more! bleahz>_<
oh ya, something happened to me at the cannary.. this guy, took out a stack of $50notes, asked me where i'm going after this tonight, and kept flipping the ends of the notes while talking, seemingly trying to tempt me more. bleahz. WTH~!
ok, all the guys that night was really horny or whatever you call it. all of them erected. dar's and my phrase of the night: AS HARD AS ROCK AH. haa!.. we accidentally felt them while dancing. and this erxin da bian, suddenly held me so tight.. then, keep pushing me against his banana! at a very fast speed. confirm he was fantasizing la OMG. pui~ .. gave a hard push on his banana and continued dancing. bleahz>_<
and how dare you get in my way to dance with fish's friend, the red tee-shirt guy. ARGH! shh, don't tell xj k??ok, i go face the wall and repent now. hee.. the red guy too gentle la, to fight that da bian. he gentleman ma haa. oops. the da bian practically shoved his whole leg right in between us and squeezed in, to get rid of the red guy. ARGH..
DAR ended the night funnily. we helped her aim the fish whole night but she's happy enough to keep dancing beside him, back to back. aiyo~haa.. when leaving already, then she turned back, tapped his shoulder and say bye. WAHAHAHA OMG. so cute can! that shocked him la. but he took it quite ok quite fast..
okok dar is starting to be addicted to ladies night HAA! dar, you're doing fine, even on your first night! ;) you handled those guys better than caryn! she just kept pulling my arm and i ended up telling one guy, 'she's not interested in you'.. haa~ ..
- Mood: high
she's 1year younger than me. but is married and with 2kids already!!! one daughter 2years old and one son 2months old! WA~!
working with her was fun. she's those crazy, fun-loving kind.. when jayce went out for a few hours, i did stock and got her to help me with changing the clothes on the manequins.. we nearly turned the shop upside down. did lame things like talking to the manequins, change their clothes till we look like attempting to molest or rape them. then, had so much difficulty putting back the legs of the manequins! HAA. bekchek. laugh till give up. put it aside, waited for jayce to come back to fix the legs back.. he also tried to fix it back till face turn red, climb and sat onto this shelf top at the side. HAA>_<
didn't really sleep well last night. can't help but worry and feel scared about tomorrow=( .. to the point that last sat after seeing doctor and after mummy left, when he and i went to tampines interchange, i just suddenly started crying outside baleno at eastlink mall. then, for the rest of the day at work, i didn't really eat much. told patrick about it, he said it's not me if i just wouldn't start eating non-stop. then, began to push me to eat, eat, eat=|
hmm.. hope patrick is alright. today, got to know from jayce that his relative passed away. that's why jayce needed me to take extra shift tomorrow. sorry, i wish i could. rather go to work than to have to go cgh=|
aiyo tomorrow is jarel's birthday. like that, patrick can't go celebrate for him already. jarel jarel jarel..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY! be happy always! hope you'll find the right girl soon, one who wouldn't hurt you. jiayou
- Mood: scared
so sorry to hear that=| ..
he is my jc bball team mate. we were quartermasters together once. though he often slacked, but i still enjoyed his presence. he's also xiaojian's tagawa ex-teammate. tagawa was their outside bball club. their assistant coach of the club was my coach in pj team. what a small world right?
fri's work was total nua-ing. end of the day, total sales was $16.20! from alteration fees etc. equals to no actual sales at all actually. HAA!
red-haired manager, jayce, had walk-in interviews the whole day, after boss advertised in newspaper. while mun and i stoned the whole day..
jayce say one selection criteria is slim and not bad appearance. but whole day, totally no slim one walked in HAA. majority malays, got 2 guys, 1 auntie who dressed like rich tai tai, came for interviews HAAA. those who walked in, their sizes and builts just got bigger and bigger >_< .. then 1 of the guys kept interrupting jayce. jayce couldn't finish any of his sentences and even ended up, forgot what he wanted to ask the guy HAAAA
sat morning went to see doctor at polyclinic before going to work. he and mummy accompanied me there. got a referral letter to cgh derm specialist clinic, appt is this wed 1.30pm. most probably will be on the spot do day surgery, get a laser done. to remove this growth on the back of my head. it's not bigg till appearing from my head, but to the doctor, it's not small, it's bigg.. they say advised to remove it in case it continues to grow bigger or worse still, become cancerous=( afraid it'll be dann painful, afraid they may have to shave off part of my hair at the back.. =.( wed he can't accompany me to cgh too=(
think for the time being, he and i will hardly have chance to spend time together. we totally miss the times we could window-shop together. when can we do that again??
weekdays, he in camp. sat i working almost whole day. sun he got to go for ndp rehearsal..
supposedly he wanted to give me birthday present during the weekends that just passed. but no time. he said the present, we must go buy together=| .. this week sat he kana guard duty. sun ndp rehearsal again. sigh..
he just did a slideshow of some of our memorable photos on our ipod.. surprised.. really..=)
sun he and i got up early, had breakfast and went to do facial. it should have just cost between 30to50bucks. that's why bendino recommended to us. his friend since sec school. end up we do some ice mask also then the total bill was 240bucks!!>_< OMG
today jayce needed me to cover shift. but i gave excuse not to. partly cos last minute. then tired.. no mood. tmr working, wed go cgh already. need some time to calm myself down..
ran some errands. then, met wing after her work. her workplace like playground, so nice. i want to work there too=| all children's clothes. so cute! some of the larger sizes, we can wear too! HAA.. so happy to see her and hear her out. chit chat and laughters. that's what i need. hugs dar=) hope i'll be able to cope with the laser well and we can go ladies night on wed k? you, me, and my 2 dear girlfriends nette and ferli.. pray hard..
- Mood: scared
HAA. the cake from him, was heart shaped and had a picture of a girl right?
at first, he chose another design. it was round and had pictures of a girl and a boy. the boy got spiky hair like his army head now de. HAAAA. then, the lady recommended this heart-shaped design so he took this design instead, which was what i got lo..
when he was telling the lady the wordings to put on the cake, he was dann paiseh! WAHAHA! when he told me, i really laugh till cannot see my own eyes, in my reflection HAA. he told the lady, 'happy birthday,dear'. he paiseh so he said quite softly. then, had to repeat the same words a few times. but the lady still didn't catch them.
the last round- he said, 'happy birthday,dear'. the lady say, 'har, which dear? how do you spell it?" WAHAHA OMG. PENGZ. *LEGS UP* can laugh till legs start kicking or cycling in the air.. HAA~~~
- Mood:
giggly
got out of the house, sent jeans for alteration, went bank, pay hp bills and stuff. then, walked around TM for a short while and got myself a pair of shorts. after which, i went to get an express manicure done. small birthday gift for myself haa. excuse. then, started to experience some dizzy spells. lately getting it more often. maybe cos tired or what ba, not sure. decided to go home rest and nap.
haa stupid patrick msged, asked if i could last min go to work, help cover shift for someone. i said no way, i'm going back to work on my birthday. i want to rest! snores! HAA. he didn't know it was my birthday la, that's why. remember i said only jarel knew. very dumb, patrick said don't walk around tampines, told me to go walk around marina square, walk around the shop. bleahz!=p
came home nap. then didn't hear jean's phone calls! oops omg. 5 missed calls. supposed to meet her awhile before meeting him. i overslept and was even late in meeting him! heeeee. i missed 14 of his calls. heeeee=p
finally got out of the house and got to 85, where he told me to meet him. then, we went to a teochew style restaurant to eat. 2persons, bill totalled up to about 80bucks. felt quite dua pai HAA. cos reached there, the waitress opened the door, smiling dann widely and straight away led us to our table without us saying anything. needless to say, he had made some prior arrangements. ate till bloated. just when i thought that's all, my cake came! he bought me 1kg choc cake from awfully chocolate! very cute! very sweet wordings! i was super duper stunned! smiled till mouth cannot close, lips cannot meet.
all the waitress aunties came to kpo and start smiling and laughing. HAA. opened the box, put the candles and lighted them. then, he sang birthday song himself! OMG! i nearly stunned till faint. cut cake and got the aunties to help us take pictures. take, take, take. then, one photo he suddenly kissed my cheek in front of everyone. you should have seen how biggg my eye opened! HAA. surely never see my eye so biggg before WAHAHA!
after everything, we took cab back. he sent me home with the cake, before returning back to army camp. it was only 2hours celebration with him but was.. whoo! didn't want to let him return back to camp man! getting my present from him during the weekends!hee=)
got home. found out mummy bought chocolate cake for me too! OMG. cut cake and stuff. usual procedures. make wishes etc. then tried very hard to squeeze 2 cakes into the fridge haaa. oh and i got a necklace from mummy. getting present from caryn when she gets her pay WOHOHO;)
rest of the night was just resting and watching soccer. MAN U!
today. slept till 2plus in the afternoon. then, collected my jeans, bought hair dye, preparing to DIY. to save money from going to salon. met him for dinner, followed by supper with caryn, after sending him back to camp.. OMG i need to exercise badly, yahui! HAAA.. (the silly boy felt so xin fu that i sent him back to camp haaa. ke ai>_< hee~)..
we agreed to start afresh and work hard together for us. yup=)
- Mood:
touched
sat's work was ok. cos got patrick. but he left around 7pm for dinner. omg left jayce and i. that day, i had to serve boss' wife and hours later, boss' brother-in-law's wife. FAINTS.
finally closing shop, when other shops packed up long ago, jayce asked me to vacuum floor! when i so tired already!
earlier on, i just folded this dann huge pile of jeans a customer, whom jayce served, tried on. IDIOT. own customer's yet don't want to fold them yourself. to think that i thought he had alot of things to do so agreed to help him fold all. ended up, he was walking around doing nothing!!!
that 2 days of work was.. woo!.. serving customers.. serving each of them for about an average of 2hours. with undivided attention. rich people jiu shi na mo liao bu qi..
both fri and sat, he picked me up from work. happier a little=) ..
sat morning, he woke up much earlier to get breakfast for me so that when i wake up, will have food to eat already. eat before going to work. and i won't need to go down to the warm hawker centre at the market to eat.
he was afraid i'll be awake soon and so, rushed out of the house to go buy food. never even brush teeth. only freshened up a little, then chiong out already. blur blur, just woke up, chiong out. who knows. he fell down outside! down the stairs! OMG! poor thing. his butt open flower. and it's still hurting till now. near his tail bone. hopefully will recover soon and not be anything serious..
when he returned, woke me up for breakfast and work, and told me he fell down, i went speechless. didn't know what to do.. started to just keep rubbing it for him. hugs..
sun afternoon, quarrel again. nearly don't want meet already. ya.. like a rubber band stretching till almost snapping off
..but somehow, we managed to salvage once more. continue to sms, ku wan le, wash up, then had dinner with family and him at jack's place. parents arranged the dinner. we cooled down a little before going into the restaurant to meet them to not let them know we quarreled. but think they did anyway, in the end. after dinner, went ecp, followed by a stayover. now hao le..
today's work was abit more zi you fa hui. no jayce around, don't really have much restriction. and i sold off a pair of the $458 limited edition jeans! so far only 3 other colleagues managed to do so. hee. no commission i think. but the feeling is just so shiok. partly cos the manager haven't sold any of it yet! HAAAAA! shuang!=p ya, he has been a pestttttt. since fri. his tail is starting to show.. argh..
- Mood: tired
tomorrow is Good Friday. ask me if i got any programme on? no, i don't have. only work. i'm working. hope it'll be a ok day.
stayed home the whole day. woke up in the afternoon, watched tv till sleep again. woke up and continue watching again.
last night went clubbing with the lovely girls. had a great and funny time. know what? we went to the cannary to get free 5 complimentary drinks each, deposit our belongings there, then went over to mos to dance. HAA. nette say we so jian. haa! there were thousands of army boys. and some hum ji guys. HAA. this 2 fellows, 1 tall, 1 short. the shortie asked the tallie, why haven't nong dao? tallie told shortie, she just doesn't want to turn around. HAA. the shortie not much better. haa! they just continued to dance don't know how long, trying to impress and get attention. you should just dance with each other la WAHAHA! want to ba mei, so bo ji, how to ba??!!
ran into some coursemates there. fu ge(huimin de classmate!haa) , merdin, dylan etc. merdin is the girl in my course whom people say we look super alike. think the whole course(my batch) know. also met some other TP people. so qiao. and this guy gave a 'ba mei' line of compliment. dots. but thanks.
ladies night is so good. no need spend much but can enjoy happy hours still. after partying, went mac and caught up with nette and ferli. then alot of angmohs came. this angmoh girl wore white top and didn't wear bra. her cookie is BIGG. bigger than usual. looks diffferent HAA. and this weird angmoh guy asked to have one of our green tea to drink cos he said he's getting drunk?? weird. his speech wasn't very clear either. other than the line to get one of our drinks, i didn't catch anything that he was saying. haa. oh ya, we also saw some look-alikes of our common friends! HAA!=p
birthday coming but i don't feel excited at all. don't know why. maybe cos lately not very happy. then, came to the topic of jamie. the past 2 days, the thought of trying again, to he jie with jam, came across my mind. thought of writing a letter and then, meet up with her. but somehow, my body refuse to do anything for that. partly cos of tine? hockey? whether she did, still do cherish and hoping for the day to come when we'll patch up?
my knee so far hai hao. going physio. and going for knee class soon. to learn more about my own injury with others who have the same injury. and to know how to take better care of it.
these few days, since mon, things are better for us. slightly happier. but abit numb at times. but yet full of emotions at other times.
think this week no need go night safari already. i said i wanted to go since donkey years ago. he said yes and ok umpteen times. but i still haven't gone there in decades. tomorrow and sat working. sun, he got ndp thing rehearsal. today he had COS duty. ok nvm.. mummy hear all these also sian already. say he always alot of things. but i can understand except when his nonsense comes again.. but sometimes understand also will have some feeling of disappointment ba.. hmm..
he told me to take off on my birthday. but you'll be in camp. at most got nights out few hours. thought of going to work instead. time will pass faster that day. and maybe colleagues can entertain me at work too. the usual clowns. they don't know when my birthday la, except for jarel. cos i got same birthday as his ex-girlfriend, whom he hate i think. and his birthday is soon after mine. we're both aries=) .. maybe it's better that way. then they won't do funny things. a bunch of playful guys of age 20+. what do you think?..
- Mood:
pessimistic
we met but i didn't talk to him. he just followed me then. went to find dar wing at watsons. hee so happy to see her. haa she looked very cute with her nivea promoter apron on=p thanks dar, for the name thing! oops ps i thought it's a lion when it's actually a girl! haa i showed my sis and she could tell it's a girl. OMG so ps HAA
after we left watsons, i walked back towards bus interchange, wanted to go home. my bus came, i wanted to pass him the boxers i bought for him and stuff. but he refused to take them. slowly, the volume of his voice increased, with the tone changing too. in the end, i gave in and went to take the bus to his house to have dinner cos his mother asked where i was. she always cook on sundays for all of us, including me. i love her soup. i went cos i didn't want her to know that we quarreled. i went and so he was willing to take the things from me. whole evening i didn't talk to him.
on bus67, he tried to hold me. but i pushed his hands away. he started to use force. i started to struggle a little. after awhile, he gave up and 'threw' my hand away with some force. it hurt. not the hand. but the heart. started to tear quite alot. he wanted to wipe them away for me but i refused to let him do so. don't try to dry them after causing them. i can do it myself.
night came. he had to book in soon. we left his place and went to take bus. as we were walking, he tried to hold me but each time i'll just push him away. tried to make him walk far away from me. usually i'll take bus168 with him, which goes to his camp. then, alight halfway and take a 5-10min walk home. but yesterday night i took bus69 directly to my house instead. boarded the bus without even turning back and taking a look at him at all.
- Mood:
groggy
then nette girl came to my shop! yea! a pleasant surprise! finally get to see you! i'm sorry i have been so busy with work lately. you made my day too!=) love ya!
they made my day but he spoilt my day.
as expected he thought i'll cool by yesterday. didn't msg me till evening. after some exchange of sms-es, his tone wasn't really nice again. to think that, after work, with my hurting feet, i walked from marina square to bugis street to get him those boxers, before the shop closes. after his not-so-nice sms, i decided to go home and not meet him. as usual, he stopped replying after awhile.. teared on the bus..
we stated our standings and reasonings online. it happened again. attitude and just went on and on explaining his reasonings but not really trying to understand what i was trying to bring across. upon hearing that i bought him the boxers and stuff, then feel bad and want to meet me badly. told him to stay home cos i won't agree to meet him. but he still flew to my void deck. but i still refused to meet him, no matter how long he is going to wait downstairs. and i warned him if he tries anything funny and my mum finds out we quarreled, i'm going to ignore him for the next whole week. she has my dad and caryn to worry about already.
what's the point of asking me of my choice or my opinion, then pull me along and suit to others, and forgetting what i wanted, forgetting my feelings. what's the point of doing, then regretting and try to salvage. what's the point of meeting after a quarrel and try to cool me down when things aren't really solved. you made me cry for 2 consecutive nights. i'm trying to stay as strong as i can alright. especially when i'm the eldest daughter, when there're so many things i want to solve now but i can't. don't make me break apart again.
- Mood:
moody
we planned to go ecp after my work, didn't we? you suggested it, didn't you?.. then i skipped my dinner, thinking we could go have a feast at ecp when you come to pick me up from work. i even told patrick so happily that, yea after work i'm going ecp to eat! dots.. if this is the case, then don't suggest it in the beginning. or don't just forget about our date. and you expected me not to be angry? is this the case? and then stop replying me. thinking i'll cool down by tomorrow as usual and it'll be like nothing has happened.
- Mood:
disappointed
dar, guess what? HAA. when i told him i'm going to change and use the purse you gave me, he saddened. then he asked why. i told him the whole story and left him speechless. then.. i made him smell the purse! WAHAHA! aiya, but no smell la. i cleaned it already. came home use dettol somemore. HAA.. HEE.. he insisted i use dettol and not any other soaps HAA. dann funny..
your reaction super funny when he gave us a surprise at mac. HAA. dann cute la! should have shown you a mirror or taken a picture or something and let you see for yourself. lol.. actually i think you and him will be able to click quite well. as in can talk la. both chinese-speaking and siao siao de HAA..
today's work was quite tiring. morning shift. ethan was late! i waited outside the shop and stoned for half an hour before he finally arrived. yea we were supposed to open the shop together and the key was with him. watch somemore soccer la! watch watch watch.. then cannot get up..
morning, there was quite alot of work to do. new stock and preparing the place for tomorrow. cos our director coming from Hk tomorrow! faints. and of all times, and so unusually, suddenly there were quite alot people coming into the shop. our sales shot up by afternoon. boss was shocked when he called. but at least he was happy and won't go crazy later.
towards evening was super quiet. till we felt dann cold in the shop. stood on the spot till legs pain. through the day, ethan was behaving like a clown and sounded crazy. HAA. buay tahan man. but entertaining la if not i would have fallen asleep or find ways to eat snake already. wore new shoes to work today. bought them yesterday. toes hurt like mad. suddenly it just didn't seem to fit. torturous. luckily caryn was nice enough to U-turn back home and get another pair of shoes for me and brought them down to my shop for me. THANKS GAL! she left home not long then got a demanding request from me through sms. was really grateful to her=p
- Mood: giggly
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